2013년 2월 26일 화요일

30 things I like


Thirty things I like

1. Friends
           I really enjoy making friends and playing with them. It is funnier and happier when I talk or play with my friends than staying alone. There are many crazy things that I can do with my friends, a motivation that makes my life joyful and fun.

2. Loneliness
           Mostly I enjoy staying with my friends, but there are some times that I want to be alone thinking. If something frustrating happens to me, I usually stay alone and organize my thoughts. After I spend my time alone, I feel confidence and relief. Also I usually stay alone when I think something weird. I just want to concentrate on my strange thoughts.

3. Independency
           I really enjoy independent life. It means that I really want to have perfect control on my life without interference from outer affects. I just want to be an owner of my life. So I love my current situation, living alone without parents in Korea. But I have to admit the fact that I am too young and un-experienced to fully take over control on my own life. I need some instructions that can lead my life.

4. Liberty/Freedom
           I personally believe that “rules are here to break down.” Well, I can get some advices or instructions that might help my life, but I do not really like restrictions or limitations on my life. I just do not want something to make limitation on my behavior unless it is established with acceptable reasons.

5. Soccer
           Soccer is one of the sports that I like to play with my friends. I play as a goalie and enjoy this position because I have absolute control of defenders in the game. I have power to change formations or tactics. And I feel great satisfaction when I block someone from making a goal.

6. Baseball
           Baseball is also one of the sports that I really enjoy to play. I play as a catcher in our school baseball team, a position which is similar with position goalie in soccer. I have absolute control on pitcher and formation. Although it is very demanding to sit down for hours under hot sultry weather, I love to enjoy my position as a controller of the game.

7. Drawing.
           I really enjoyed drawing since I was elementary school. My dream was an artist when I was elementary school. But I had to give up my dream as my art teacher told me that I do not have color sense which is very important part in art. But I attended 도화지, a drawing club, and enjoying drawings as a hobby.

8. Traveling/ overnight itinerary
           I really enjoy traveling with my friends. I can proudly(?) say that I am the student who went trips the most with my friends in KMLA. I really like to make recollections with my friends. Although there are many events to make reminiscent, I as a person who like liberty prefer to go overnight itinerary with my friends. Not only the preference of liberty but also I love to hear friends’ stories and have frank talks with my friends, and I found out that the mood in late nights of trips is the best mood to have honest talks.

9. Taking photographs
           I said I enjoy making recollections with my friends. So I really want to capture the feeling or sense that moment, not just imagining the moments. I figure out that only photographs can hold and grab the important and joyful moment eternally. I do not want to miss one of important pieces in my life, so I try to take lots of photos.

10. Philosophy
           Philosophy is one of academics that I am recently interested in. It’s embarrassing but I do not know much about philosophy; I can’t even define the term philosophy. But I love to read books and learn ideas and ideologies that predecessor thought about.

11. Books
           I desperately feel the need of learning as I study philosophy. There are so many concepts that I should learn as I study philosophy, and I think the best way to learn about the concepts is reading books. Not only books that are related with philosophy, but also I enjoy literatures because literatures are the best way to experience time era that I’ve never experienced.

12. Politics
           As I learn about histories and philosophies, I desired to learn about politics which is major field in social-science area. Including U.S. government and politics, I am attending Wayne’s comparative politics. I could learn basic structures of political system and political ideologies. Also lectures from Mr. Kim Sung Woo are really great teacher who can lead discussions and make students to think in other perspective.

13. Ecstasy
           As a human being, I really love ecstasy and tend to follow happiness. There are many ways to fulfill my ecstasy such as satisfying my fundamental desires to sleep or eat. Ecstasy is the basic concept that belies under my life. I pursue ecstasy, and I live to pursue more happiness. And I am not an idiot who abandon greater happiness to get trivial happiness right now.

14. Responsibility toward me
           Responsibility is another value that I think people should always have. Responsibility is a value that I should especially have because I really love freedom. We all know that freedom ensue the responsibility. And I know the fact that I have to be responsible to be independent as possible. So I work hard to become responsible person who takes care about myself.

15. Atheist
           I do not believe God and religion. But I am just aware of the fact that religion has great impact on literatures and philosophy.

16. Math
           It might seem weird that I like mathematics. But before I entered KMLA, I wanted to major physics. Indeed, to solve physics problem I should learn more about math. So I really loved to solve mathematics when I was middle school. Although I changed my profession to philosophy and politics, I still like mathematics
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17. League of Legends
           Man’s desire.  

18. Criticizing/condemnation
           Indeed, it will be exaggeration that I like condemnation, but I like to ferret out nonsense or contradiction that he or she possesses. Also I like to reveal shame things that someone wants to hide. Or I just express my own thoughts about things that I cannot understand. Because of these behaviors, I earned a nickname called “돌직구.”

19. Frankness/honesty
           I really want people to be honest and frank, and I always want to be honest to myself. I don’t like one being “soft and nice” in front of people but criticize them in the back. I just want people to express their emotion or thoughts frankly, not pretending their behaviors by saying that “it is a manner to do so.”

20. Anton Chigurh
           Anton Chigurh is a character in a film called “No country for old man” who acts as a murderer base on his own standard and belief of human’s life. I love him because I agree with his belief that life is base on luck. He believes that people’s life and death depend on luck, so base on his belief he murders other people. I like distorted hero characters. 


21. Joker
           Joker is another example of “distorted hero” who is described in the film “Dark knight.” Although many people see Joker as a stereotype of a devil, I think he is not different from “Bat man.” Both of them violate law and use violence in a word of justice—in their own perspectives on justice. And I like his belief that “luck” is fair to everyone. 


22. Movies
           I like watching movies as much as reading books. I don’t really like Hollywood style movies but movies that involve distorted hero as a character. I also like watching romance movies which include beautiful actresses.

23. 또래오래(volunteer work)
           This a name of a community service club that I like and proud of being a member of this club. In this club, I teach mentally disable children. I teach them how to write their names, concepts of numbers, and read books for them. I really want to help those kids as much as I can because they are living in very abysmal conditions. When I see even an improvement by those children, I really feel happy and satisfaction.

24. Pretty Girls
           Man’s basic desire. There are many examples such as 이민정, 한가인, and 배수지.

25. Color black
           There are many colors, but I like color black the most. It is one black tone that seems to absorb everything, so I feel confident when I watch something black because it doesn’t disturb my eye sight. Also the color black represents coldness and loneliness which are the values that I prefer.

26. Room 1006
           This is a room where I am going to live for my 3rd grade in KMLA. My roommates and ho-mates are very good and have great manners to other people. This means that we play when we play, and we can keep our private life. The one bad thing is that it is too high that it takes lots of time to go to 1st floor.

27. Autumn
           Autumn is the best season among four seasons in my thought. The weather is not so hot and not so cold, but is cool enough which makes me fresh. Also this season is best season for me to play sports.

28. My sister
           I am really proud of my older sister and respect her because she is really hard working woman who has great responsibility on her activities. She won 1st place in Korea Science Academy and receives scholarship from Samsung. She does not complain about environments around her but only focus on her life and attitude. I believe that she will definitely success in future.

29. Foods
           I like to eat delicious foods. Well, I have to say that eating delicious food is one of important desire for me.
30. Oxford
           I really want to go to Oxford.

2013년 2월 12일 화요일

The LAST time I ate breakfast with my whole family at home.



The LAST time I ate breakfast with my whole family at home.

             “Wake up, Do Hyun. It’s already 7:50. You have to go to your school. ”
             “Mom, can I sleep for 5 more minutes?”
             “Nope, you should eat breakfast before you go to your school. So, wake up and eat breakfast.”
             Although it was really hard and frustrating for me to wake up when I was attending middle school, I always had something to eat everyday when I woke up. When I woke up, there was just “food” on the table. Around the table, there were only my younger brother, my mom, and two empty seats, which were seats for my sister and my father. Because my sister was attending boarding school and writing a journal and father was busy preparing his start of the days, they never showed up on breakfast table. Without any conversations, we just ate breakfast for just 5 minutes. This is a description of my family’s breakfast when I was 9th grade.
             After I attend boarding school, I do not have time to meet even my family. Definitely, I did not have times to eat breakfast with my family. Unfortunately, my family went to the United States last year, a fact that deleted the last opportunity to eat breakfast with my whole family. Then, when is my first time I had breakfast with my whole family?
             It was so hard for me to remember the day I had breakfast with my whole family at home talking to each other. But I believe the “last” time my family gathered together on breakfast was one day around February 2011, a day before I entered boarding school. As I wake up late, because it was during winter vacation, I so whole family waiting for me to gather breakfast. My sister went home because she finished her research. My whole family gathered together giving me some advices or words that push me to live diligently. I remember my father saying “I am proud of you. I believe you will do well in boarding school if you sleep late.” That is all of the memory I have on my last breakfast with family.
             I envy some friends who have good relationships with their family members. I hope my family to be heartwarming and joyful. But my family doesn’t share much things one another. We do not really have conversations at home. I just wonder when I will have warm breakfast with my family.